hokwanching's Xanga

Saturday, September 22, 2007

Sat, 22 Sep 2007 14:17:39 GMT

Moved to new flat finally!!!! My feeling is so complicated when closed the door of the old flat. I stayed there for 23 years, the place that with all my memories.

The new flat is smaller but the air is so fresh and i strongly believe that it is very important to my parents. Thats why we are here. But I am suffering everyday when i back to work, i need to wake up one hour earlier than old days , the good side is i not dare to wake up late anymore as i will die hard if i wake up late or else i have a private boat.

Days are getting hard, CFA is so far away, i am so regret that why I didn;t work hard on meths in CE , AL and in University. I understand that I have no alternatives but pass it. Otherwise, my dream in 2009 can never come true. Sometimes I may doubt my decision if I am doing the correct thing, am i too away from the public stream? Should I be that isolated? hahaha, The "professor" in the CFA class said , CFA student should have no social life ! I dont agree but thats the fact as i am one of the those students who is far below mean . Hardwork is the only way, yea i know, but its hard to work hard !!!!!

For my role in company, it was great in some senses. for example, I have a blackberry. Like what boss told me before, thats all about humans, people is the only source of problems. I totally agree with it . I try my best already.

I have a best friend who is having some problems with the love issue. I ahve a strong feel that she derserve a better one. This is the first time I have that comments to the people around as i dont buy this idea before. But , this is a exception. anyway, my best wishes, i may said too much on this but this is me . hahahaha.

Wednesday, August 08, 2007

Wed, 08 Aug 2007 12:08:42 GMT

新居完成了，人生有很多的第一次都在這個年發生
詳列如下:
買playlord的西裝
買了一個名貴手袋
買樓
買了最好的電視
供按揭
同江湖大佬講數
有自己的bedroom
升職加薪
玩雪
到了很華麗的夜店開p
報警
聽到一個消息開心到彈起
擁有一隻愛心名牌手表

8月過後，工作有了新的職責，新生活的開始
很想念自由自在旅行的日子，我還有很多假，有誰想和我一起遊中國?

Monday, June 18, 2007

Mon, 18 Jun 2007 14:29:05 GMT

24 hours more, I am 23 years old la.........................

Thursday, May 03, 2007

Thu, 03 May 2007 14:22:08 GMT

今天放了假，回了中學。說了一堆廢物，卻回憶起Cambodia 已經是八個月前的事了

Sunday, February 04, 2007

Sun, 04 Feb 2007 13:56:11 GMT

精彩刺激的一週..............

Thursday, January 25, 2007

Thu, 25 Jan 2007 18:46:49 GMT

這星期有點自閉，對星期天的晚會仍介懷，要面對自己的失敗真是一件痛苦的事。實在受不了"一手摧毀" 所有人努力成果的感覺，還拖累了我的好朋友，我除了家事以外，沒有那樣自責過。除了對不起之外，我不知可以說什麼.........唯一安慰的是，我看到所有小妹妹也成長了，你們為自己的人生留下了一個很好很好的回憶。

星期三完成了我的考試，在公司看到自己，不禁問自己的信心去了那裡? 不懂sell? 又不是!!
沒有了過往的遇強越強的力量，是自卑心作祟還是力不從心?無論如何，還有百萬件事等住我，我沒有選擇的餘地，要頂住!!!

桂林是一個好地方

和家人旅遊的機會難能可貴......是一種福氣

Saturday, January 13, 2007

Sat, 13 Jan 2007 17:15:33 GMT

Suddenly, I found that my life is not a balanced one, especially my mind set. I tried to fix anything and take the responsibility for all the things, turn out I missed many things at the same time. "Family reason" become a excuse more than a real burden though I stil can't get through it. May be it is my in born character. Family is always always the first piority. After the chat at Thursday night, I was impressed by the miracle of the sharing. It is priceless if you can find someone you can really talk to without any worries.

Work brings me a lot of pressure as well as many satisfaction, I am getting on fire. I want to be a rocket. I want to prove that I can succeed without satisfy my loyal and the people around me.

Friday, December 22, 2006

Fri, 22 Dec 2006 16:22:29 GMT

Today is my last day for morning shift 6-4, last day to work in 2006
I got a special present from my "Secret Santa" in the office. It is great as everyone log off and take so many crazy picyures in the office.
My office will renovate again in the Jan 2007, will have a brand new pantry. Cool! CEO is visiting HK in late Jan which means party time!!!!!!
The best present this christmas is I have the opportunity to have ADSK training in Jan, 2007. It is an important step before I can move to ADSK. At the same time, having trip with my family is great too!!!

Merry Christmas to all !!! ^o^

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Saturday, December 02, 2006

Sat, 02 Dec 2006 15:57:59 GMT

What a busy day today!!!!!!!!!!
Working on sat is no fun but of course no shit.......
The good thing is having more training in handling English calls, which means getting chance to improve..I m going to take the 6am-4pm shift in Dec, a good challenge to me!!!! wake up at 5am.....hohohoho!
Sometimes I will doubt myself if I am not agressive enough. In terms of the career aspects,I am not that good at showing off my best and hiding my weakness. I still want to keep some of my believes. But I will work hard towards the way that I should be.
Tomorrow is another turning point of my sport life, it is one of my dreams that act as a team player in a "professional" soccer team. I am addicted to the satisfaction from soccer.

Sunday, November 19, 2006

Sun, 19 Nov 2006 14:25:52 GMT

Xanga, seems like the benchmark of a student identity.
Time flies like rocket...
Three months after I joined this company, I am the lucky one. Yes, I am!!!!!
I treat it as the last opportunity given by god, I will work so hard for it.
The work is not demanding, the working environment is challenging....
The funny thing is it really suits my taste, maybe I am the weakest one in the team,
I got a damn bad english and public speaking skills, also have no common interests with those colleague came from oversea. I won't give up. NEVER!!!
I still choose my own road, some of my colleague in the same batch have been promoted already.
Did I feel fustrated? Hahahaha, NO!! I enjoy the time now, saving my bargining power, accumulating my experience and improving my ability.
There is no doubt that i got a lot of pressure being the bottom of the company, sometimes the world is watching you, looking at a cheap cheap guy's below standard performance and wondering who make a silly decision to empoly this "funny" guy. Can you imagine how it looks like?

Everyone live with a value, people alwasy doubt with their value, so do I!
What I leant within these days is life is a long long competition, you can't be a winner in all aspects, but you are unhappy with your life. You are a loser definately. Work for your future and enjoy every moement even you are out of your comfort zone.

Can't you remember when we were a baby, everything is new to us and we love and try everything, we smile all the time no matter it is good or bad in the reality. Why we lose that motivation when we grew up?

I went to the board meet of leo club today, I really glad to see all the girls are so mature now.
Just want to let all of you know that you guyz are doing something that no one in the LEO clubs ever trying to do.
You guyz are the special one. The glory is all belongs to you. Enjoy the remarkable record that you have made for your own history. Do get a balance between study and Leo work. One thing is true forever, sometimes I am busy, but I am always ready to help, just free feel to ring me for eveything no matter is study related ot repulse bay related. HAHAHAHHAHA.......