Moved to new flat finally!!!! My feeling is so complicated when closed the door of the old flat. I stayed there for 23 years, the place that with all my memories.

The new flat is smaller but the air is so fresh and i strongly believe that it is very important to my parents. Thats why we are here. But I am suffering everyday when i back to work, i need to wake up one hour earlier than old days , the good side is i not dare to wake up late anymore as i will die hard if i wake up late or else i have a private boat.

Days are getting hard, CFA is so far away, i am so regret that why I didn;t work hard on meths in CE , AL and in University. I understand that I have no alternatives but pass it. Otherwise, my dream in 2009 can never come true. Sometimes I may doubt my decision  if I am doing the correct thing, am i too away from the public stream? Should I be that isolated? hahaha, The "professor" in the CFA class said , CFA student should have no social life ! I dont agree but thats the fact as i am one of the those students who is  far below mean .  Hardwork is the only way, yea i know, but its hard to work hard !!!!!

For my role in company, it was great in some senses. for example, I have a blackberry. Like what boss told me before, thats all about humans, people is the only source of problems. I totally agree with it . I try my best already.

I have a best friend who is having some problems with the love issue. I ahve a strong feel that she derserve a better one. This is the first time I have that comments to the people around as i dont buy this idea before. But , this is a exception.  anyway, my best wishes, i may said too much on this but this is me . hahahaha.